SO NEARLY BEAUTIFUL SO NEARLY BEAUTIFUL SEEING THE IMAGES ON THE SCAN THE CLOCK STOPS, THE DOCTOR SPEAKS AND ALL THE BEAUTY IS GONE SO NEARLY BEAUTIFUL HUGS WITH MIDWIFES AND TEARS THE PAIN OF LABOUR THE FIRST GLIMPSE OF OUR CHILD HOLDING OUR DAUGHTER IN OUR ARMS SAYING THE SPECIAL WORDS, SAYING GOODNIGHT SO NEARLY BEAUTIFUL THE DRIVE HOME FROM HOSPITAL THE SLEEPLESS NIGHTS, THE RESTLESS WANDER THE MOTHERS MILK ALL READY TO FEED HER THE CARDS AND FLOWERS THE FAMILY VISITING SO NEARLY BEAUTIFUL PLANNING HER SPECIAL DAY IN CHURCH WALKING DOWN THE AISLE, DAUGHTER IN HAND, GIVING HER AWAY SO MANY REMINDERS OF WHAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN ALL LOST WITH HER HEARTBEAT ALL SO NEARLY BEAUTIFUL SO NEAR SO FAR